It's been a whirlwind of a few days, not going to lie. I'm unsure about how to describe the current situation, but I've just been trying to work through and think through. Maybe in a few days when my head is clear and my heart is clear.
I've been spending a lot of time outside. Going for runs and biking, and those are great times to think by myself and try and sort out all these thoughts bouncing around inside my head. My dad says I'm like a pin ball machine and that I only know extremes, so I do my best to think things through and not act rashly. Of course that doesn't work sometimes, but I mean, hey. That's just how it is.
As far as I can tell, I call it how I see it. And sometimes that means I need to call myself on my own shit.
Went bowling yesterday and got a 147 and a 153, so I was pretty satisfied with that. I'm definitely getting better at taking my score for what it is and not beating myself up over the bad balls. The whole game is a lot more even keeled and enjoyable for everybody.
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