I woke up this morning in the arms of my wonderful boyfriend; my favorite way to wake up. We whispered a little this morning and giggled and did that whole morning wake up thing.
Then he said the L word.
I was spooked.
The first thought into my head was "I am fat! How could he love me? I'm unloveable? I need to lose weight!"
I asked him if he meant it. He smiled and kissed my nose.
What? Does not compute!
I don't understand. It broke my heart a little. He seems to mean it.
How could someone love me?
We've been dating 4 months now. Is that long enough to say the L word? But I don't think he would say it unless he meant it.
I don't know. I just know I said it back. It seemed right at the time.
What have I gotten myself into?
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