Dear God

Dear God, it's me again down here

I don't wanna sound insincere.

I'm lost, sometimes you're so unclear!

What can I do? I'm feeling so far from you:

Frustrated, irritated, disconnected from it all.

The weight of the world has pushed me to the wall.

Well God, I haven't decided if you really exist or not. And if you do exist, I haven't decided if I like you. But just in case, I have a lot of people to lift up to you that have been building up on my list for some time now, as I can't remember the last time I prayed. So let me just jump right into it:

Please keep an eye on all of the lovely ladies from my ED support groups and blog circles.

Help the ladies from the ENDometriosis facebook group. I specifically lift up to you Raven as she has run out of pain pills, Patricia as she recovers from surgery, Stephanie as she battles for health insurance, and the wonderful lady who's name I can't remember who is struggling with lung endo.

Help the Boxx family as they struggle with grieving for the 16 year old and 20 year old daughters who died in the accident on 171.

Help Caleigh with her father's re-marriage and re-re-divorce.

Help Jo as she tries to get certified to practice in Texas.

Help Josh be safe as he goes oversees. Also, if you could keep an eye on his mother as he is gone, that would be greatly appreciated.

Please help Lindsey as she tries to find her place in the world and Mara as she struggles with coming to terms with what she needs to be doing. Also, if you could give Casey peace, that would be awesome.

Help Myra after her recent divorce and Rachael as she tries to make sense with what is going on. Provide close girlfriends for both of them to support them as they struggle through these times.

And I'll end with this one. Please help Rebecca and bring the sunshine back into her heart. Let her know how well off she really is and that she doesn't need to be such a sourpuss.

Thanks God. If you were listening.