This N' That

It's been a really rough couple of Endo days. I don't know if I'm going to get a period this month, but I've certainly been dealing with a lot of cramping, nausea, and ovary pain, culminating into a really rough night last night lying in my parents bed crying with the heating pad.

And I probably didn't help any. The night before last I just wanted to go to sleep and was having a lot of trouble with my head chatter and took a rather large dose of Xanex. Woke up yesterday with the "rock head". Decided to go for a run. Stupid me, thinking that was a good idea, haha! Running hung over. But hey, it was my own dumb fault, and anyway, I finished my run!

So lets see if there's some good news I can tell you guys. I sold a couple of my textbooks and got $200+ for just 3 of them! I know! Really good rates, especially considering that a lot of times you'll get offered $3 or $4 for a book.

Also, I talked to Nikki for 2 or 3 hours yesterday and we planned a get together with a few of the senior flutes from high school. Going bowling on Thursday and I'm so excited to hang out with them! I love those girls! One of them, Amber, just got engaged! And she's my age! Holy smokes! Why is everyone getting engaged!

On the other hand, I know that Casey thinks that's the direction we're going. I mean, we're taking our time definately and working right now on just getting through college, but he's made a number of comments about how he would love to spend his life with me and I'm the syrup on his pancakes and how if he ever gets married, he hopes it's me. Just this morning I woke up to a text that said "I'm glad I spend my life on you." On one hand, I love him to death. On the other hand, I am not ready. I'm still a kid guys! I need time to grow up!

Speaking of Casey, he asked me the other day if I wanted to build a snowman. I said "haha, sure" thinking of course that he was joking because A: it's 80 degrees outside, and B: he is in Dallas and I'm in Kansas City. But no, he said he was serious and he sent me a link to a sort of online white board room where we could draw together. Best long distance date idea ever! And with the sweetest boyfriend I could ask for.